Thursday, May 31, 2007

50 first dates.
sweeeeeeet.
:D

cj invitational shoot tmr.
good luck people.
hopefully my pistol doesn't get screwed halfway.
350 here i come!
GAMBATE! (:

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

sometimes i'll really appreciate it if you could just shut your fucking mouth up.

seriously, you annoy the hell out of me.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

addiction;

tiger lily - matchbook romance

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go
i'll never let go
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words
cos' i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse
<3;


"i wont miss shooting for certain reasons yet i'll miss it a lot for others. the best part of shooting? discovering yet again what an ultimate friend huixin is (;"

koped from the one and only sweet shazie's blog. (:

am i touched or what?
HAHAHA.
thanks babe! you're THE ultimate friend man. :D

anyway how many episodes are there in total for prison break? i think i have the first half of it only so i doubt i'll be killing myself anytime soon. HAHAHA. the ending's damn retarded ah? actually the show's quite boring except the fact that wentworth miller is still looking so damn good and sizzling HOTTTT. :D other than that lots of chasing around and people dying one by one. :/ not very exciting i must say. heh and yeah i'll probably be going down to range on wed for a while. (: you're painting the banner right?

and sean, wentworth miller's the real deal lah, DUHHHHH? ;) yup i'll be coming down on wed and you better not dao me or whatsoever if not i'm not going to talk to you ever, understand? HAHAHAHA! =P

alrights i'm hungry. ):
shall go get lunch now and start cheming after that. (:


now i’m picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
cos' the day i thought i’d never get through
i got over you.

Monday, May 28, 2007

YAYYY CHEM SPA'S OVERRRRR! no more spa exam for the rest of the year! :D woohoo! shall rest today and start studying tmr. (: nua-ing at home on such a hot day with the air-con blasting feels damn good. especially with the company of wentworth miller. <3 thanks boon! (: now i've got prison break 2 to keep myself occupied with. :D


I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i don't love you like i did yesterday;



<3!

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i'm back from shooting camp and i'm damn damn shagged. ): my eyes are literally closing now while i'm typing this post. i guess it's due to the excessive crying just now. feel like crap now. AHHHH...alrights quick update anyway.

gp exam yesterday was rather bad. the essay part was fine but the compre sucks. i left 5 marks blank can? ughhh i'm bloody screwed and not to forget, the weather was like freaking hot and i was a little dizzy (because i'm sick) so ta-dah! GONE CASE. ): but i'm so glad it's over. (: EMBRACE THE HOLIDAYS! :D okay maybe not really since it's gonna be a month of INTENSE mugging and training. i'm stressing on intense because right after the hols will be the h2 exams and i CANNOT afford to fail my h2s anymore. and there are so many shooting competitions coming up in june and the BIG NATIONALS in early july so we have to train like practically everyday. yes this is madness but we have no choice. so in actual fact it's not even considered as a holiday. wahh STRESSSSSS. ): okay anyway after the paper went to watch pirates with the rifle guys. the show wasn't too bad but it was rather disappointing. expected it to be damn good but it wasn't as good as the first two and it's like freaking LONG! almost 3 hours? my god. i was rotting halfway in the theatre already. :/ but it's downright hilarious. HAHAHA. i laughed my ass off. i love johnny depp! <3! :DDD oh and keira knightly is damn pretty! :D

okay then there's shooting camp. i'm too lazy and tired to blog about all the details so to sum up everything, i just know that i slept for 4 hours only and it wasn't a good sleep at all, taught sean how to fold straw hearts, played frisbee with some of the j1s which was damn fun, emo-ed with shazie and cried my eyeballs out over some issues but i felt a lot better after sharing with her. i really thank God for her because i know there's at least someone whom i can always laugh, cry and count on. I LOVE YOU SHAZIE! :D i suddenly miss crescent very very much. people are more genuine and nice. cj's like i don't know. i get to meet many ugly (not appearance wise) people and that sucks. anyway bbq food was quite alright, talked to my beloved shunxie senior who never fails to make me laugh out loud, took cab home with miss fan and last but not least, i'm really thankful for the j1s. they're just a really nice bunch of people. (: i promise i'll drop by the range to visit you all more often! :D oh ya and we've fianlly stepped down. somehow i don't really feel sad i don't know why but anyway congrats to the new exco! (:

alrights i'm dead tired now.
my bed's calling me.
toodles.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

my blue black on my arm hurts like crap.
it's still swollen and all.
:(

and my cough and blocked nose certainly didn't make me feel any better.
damn, my immune system is screwed up.
i've fallen sick countless of times this year man.

anyway, i'm on mugger mode now.
meeting lalee and christy at island creamery to study later.
MUD-PIE!
(:

not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMYYYYY!
LOVE YA TRUCK LOADS!
:D

Monday, May 21, 2007

i think it's love.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

my legs are aching damn badly and i'm zonked out. ):

anyway towned with fanny today. had to get clarence's present so we went wallet hunting. :/ walked from ps to heeren and that was damn tiring already. the funniest thing is both of us are sick and we're out buying present? -.- okay then he had to get a present for another friend so we walked from heeren to taka then to wisma then back to taka. along the way we met many many weird people. :/ there's this woman who wore some damn revealing top at topshop and her boobs are like bursting out lah but the worst thing is she's some fat aunty? gross shit. ): she might as well not wear anything. fan was damn disgusted. HAHAHA. and at taka, osim was having some exhibition or sth and there's this whole group of people working out on the igallop. that scene was super hilarious! laughed my ass off man. (: dinner at crystal jade after that. :D talked about lots of random shit as usual. oh ya and we managed to find some nice shirts for shooting. (: i better go queensway soon to settle the shirts. :/

today was just damn slack lah.
didn't study much and h1 exam's next thursday?
aiyah i'm soooo dead.
shall go read great ex now.
toodles!
(:

Friday, May 18, 2007

sports carnival was quite exciting this year. my class won the overall champion! THREE CHEERS FOR T33! :D HIP HIP HURAYYYY!

pictures pictures!















more: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092012562

(:

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i've been running for so long for all these years
there's not much point in holding back the tears
and now the tears fall right out of my face
i've forgotten what i'm running for
maybe i'm running in place.

you walk, i run
i don't even think about it.

Monday, May 14, 2007

gap;



SHOPPING WITH JOY AT VIVO TODAY! :D bought a top from pull and bear. (: yayy i'm a happy girl now but that also means i've to start saving up. shtye there goes my meals. tmr can start eating grass alr. :/ but i will survive! discipline! yeah baby yeahhhh! ;) joy's saving up too for our next shopping trip. hahaha. LOVE YA BABE! (:

btw, river island rocks my socks. the clothes, the shoes, the accessories. wahhh everything's damn nice lah. AHHHH! i need money $$$$$$! x[ oh and not to forget, there's this damn hot and cute guy working at vivo's newurbanmale. <3! HAHAHA. check him out. (:

anyway this is a day late but yeah
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!
LOVE YOU LOADS! :D

Saturday, May 12, 2007

training was quite alright. best card for the day! 93! (:


i'm still grieving over my countless pimples. they don't seem to be going away. ):

if home is where the heart is then my home is where you are.

Friday, May 11, 2007

this song is the shit man.

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

The perfect words never crossed my mind
cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted just sped right past me
While I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out
There you are standing right in front of me

All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I don't want to wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes
There you are standing right in front of me

All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety
There you are standing right in front of me

No I don't want to wait forever

dinnered at some ramen shop at far east with don, clarence, ting wei, shazie and ee lin after training. (: not bad lah the food but when we looked at the bill, our eyes almost popped out man. 80++ bucks! zomgx. all the stoopid 10% service charge and 5% GST ought to be abolished or else poor people like me will not get to enjoy eating at restaurants any much longer. i'll be utterly broke. ): anyway went toys 'r' us after that to relive our childhood memories. :D damn fun lah. barbie dolls, barney, spongebob, hula hoops, plastic swords, baseball bat and my favourite police helmet...it feels great to be a small kid once again. (: i don't want to grow up! ):

training at 0930 tmr.
better have an early night.
goodnight cruel world.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

i woke up in the morning and to my horror
PIMPLES!!!
zomgx.

ziwei: eh you got pimples
me: yeah puberty lor
ziwei: no wonder. you're a guy what. understandable. (because guys undergo puberty at a later age than girls.)
me: -.- thanks ah. i'm damn sad alr.

how tactful of him.

AHHHHHH!
I HATE PIMPLES!
GO AWAYYYY!
must be the stoopid weather.
sighhhhh. ):

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIWEI! =D
one of my most favourite friend.
yayy you're eighteen now! (:

shot 343 during training just now.
pb but still gotta push myself even harder.
350 here i come! (:

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

shooting camp bbq discussion after school with don and fanny. everything's more or less settled thanks to the productive and efficient FAN. (:

towned with fanny after that. went subway to eat and guess what? i met YAO YUEQI!!! :D she was busy talking on the phone so i crept up from behind and covered her eyes. i didn't say anything except chuckled a little to myself and my dear yaoyao immediately recognised it was me. HAHAHA. see that's what i call GOOD FRIENDS FOR LIFE. :D you made my day friend! (: LOVEEEEEE!

anyway fan was looking for shoes and i was looking for present for melko. he managed to find some everlast shoes which he's rather keen in buying but the shop didn't have his shoe size and i couldn't find any nice little miss shirt so we went heeren to find. it was a futile trip. :( the everlast there didn't have the shoes he wanted and queens couture did not have nice shirts so we walked back to wisma to look for adidas shirts and back to far east again. HAHAHA. damn tiring man. waited with him for his bus cos' i felt bad for making him walk so much so i guess that's the least i could do. talked about shooting matters and voiced out our annoyance and unhappiness with some guy. hahaha. met up with pam and boon after that and we went to look for shirts again. (: in the end i bought a junkfood bambam shirt for mel. it's damn cute lah. (:

shall go do chem tutorial now.
BYE.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

i think i'll make a great housewife next time.
HAHAHA.
done so much household chores today. (:

well there's nothing much to blog about so this is just another random post.

ugly betty starting soon!
ciao!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song

To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
Maybe it's just me

watched 200 pounds of beauty.
NICEEEEE.
(:

Friday, May 04, 2007

SHIT happens to me all the time.
damn.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

watched spidey with younger bro last night at a super super ungodly hour. 10pm and it ended at around 12.30 am? i'm damn deprived of sleep now. EYE BAGS AND MORE EYE BAGS. ): anyway thank you ee lin for the free tickets! (: at least i didn't waste them. the lack of sleep was worth it. (: heh. spidey rocks my socks! zomg it's damn sad and sweet. very very niceeeee. MUST watch! (:

and i just realised that james franco is actually really really cute. :D wahhh he looks even better in this show. (: cried buckets towards the end. i'm not going to spoil anything by revealing much but the fact that i cried quite badly gives a great hint. HAHAHA.

<3!

boon didn't come school today and i was sad. ): get well soon BABYYYY! :D